I think the cancer, the vomiting, the swelling were all hard on me that's why I'm taking this so badly. But the cancer was something I couldn't see, the vomiting was temporary and I could see some improvement in the swelling and their afflictions.
Lord have mercy on me. Please have mercy. I just heard on television, the guy who is the manager of the Dodgers. He says you have to stay happy in other words put on a happy face all the time. I guess I've failed this last two days. Thank you for your love children. I do need it. I'm sorry that I've been such a burden this last few years.